I've been watching people around for years now. How they move, socialize, talk, fight, sleep and most specially how they see themselves. The weirdest thing seeing yourself is how you "want" yourself to be and "LOST". I often call this people "them" as the "HIPOKRITAS" and the "PRETENSYOSAS". You might have encountered this kind of observation through your friends, read it from a blog, liked it from facebook or make fun with this issue with some colleagues at work or at school. I was thinking have i never been like them? My initial reaction is "NEVER!" That's me being defensive and on denial, At some point of our life "Yes" we admire and somehow imitate a lifestyle, a fashion style, a specific character, the whole persona of a certain individual, and etc. We love to "ADMIRE" and "IMITATE". We love to wear designer apparels that even if we cant afford it, just to feel it we buy imitations,we choose to be with popular people even if they bore us, dine to a fancy restaurant even if the food is not that delicious and satisfying, in short it is impractical but for some it is practicality.That practicality is what i call "CONNECTIONS", they mingle to popularity to be popular. They do this to climb the social ladder.I said YES its is a phase of our life but for some its a career that needs to be perfect. Sad but true! So let me learn the loops of this world see whats the real happiness up that social ladder, let me be the bitch who sees the world of "CLIMBING"
